Last few days I am thinking about meaning of life quite a lot...Don`t tell me, I know :), that the more you think, the
more difficult life start to look. But still could n`t help my self, the more you try to neglect it, looks like even more and more coming to your head.
I was thinking how much life changed in last one and a half year. Basically my life started change quite drastically once I decide expatriate from Lithuania. Remember as today - 4th of July 2010 I moved to Scotland, Kelly song "4th of July" was that summer hit. Loved that song sooooo much, because it was the attitude I lived those days...Careless summer days and nights hanging out with friends, lots of parties, shopping, again parties and even more shopping :))))...I was 21 at that time, now I am 23, soon will be 24, but it`s not about that right now..It can look that from those parties/dinners, nights out, shopping etc funny times you cannot grow up and lean anything..But it`s so not true..When I ma thinking how much I changed and even people around, how much more mature we all became it`s actually so surprising..even shocking I could say :)..When you just life your everyday life, doing all those choices and don`t really have a moment just to stop and think-oh wow, I used never do this before..when exactly I stared to like it?..Or-wow, cannot remember when I been/got/did that-because probably don`t find it so much fun, attractive or necessary any more...
I didn`t really realize when it all started, but once the train start to move, you (probably) not able to stop it, right :)?..Of course, I miss those careless joyful days, but everything in this life comes in packages, you cannot have one, without another, don`t like all, what`s in that package :)...But as I like to say you cannot pick all the raisins from the cake and leave it...It won`t be so delicious even, because you have to fell the to fell the full taste to appreciate the bite of sweetness you find in it :)...Well, that`s just my opinion :)))...Would I like those funny days come back :)?..Sometimes :)...You can get it for sometimes, but would I like that lifestyle come back to my life-I think not any more :))))...Fun and careless same means a bit disorganised, future unplanned and insecure...
Don`t get me wrong, I don`t say that life with responsibilities is just about feeling boring,work, no social life and headache all the time..NO!..It just all those things comes as a priority, and fun times-after these ones are handled...
Anyway what I wanted to say is that even responsible life can be fun, depends how you want it to be..It all comes naturally I think...Are we not those, who start to take all those responsibilities on our shoulders, anyway :)?...
And different people understands responsibilities different, are they not?..For one to look after pet is already big responsibility, and for another- to move out from parents, start independent financial life is not enough to fell responsible enough...
How many people, so many different goals, opinions and lifestyles :)..And each of us chooses by our self -what we want and when we want :)))
Have a good day, darlings :)xxx
more difficult life start to look. But still could n`t help my self, the more you try to neglect it, looks like even more and more coming to your head.
I was thinking how much life changed in last one and a half year. Basically my life started change quite drastically once I decide expatriate from Lithuania. Remember as today - 4th of July 2010 I moved to Scotland, Kelly song "4th of July" was that summer hit. Loved that song sooooo much, because it was the attitude I lived those days...Careless summer days and nights hanging out with friends, lots of parties, shopping, again parties and even more shopping :))))...I was 21 at that time, now I am 23, soon will be 24, but it`s not about that right now..It can look that from those parties/dinners, nights out, shopping etc funny times you cannot grow up and lean anything..But it`s so not true..When I ma thinking how much I changed and even people around, how much more mature we all became it`s actually so surprising..even shocking I could say :)..When you just life your everyday life, doing all those choices and don`t really have a moment just to stop and think-oh wow, I used never do this before..when exactly I stared to like it?..Or-wow, cannot remember when I been/got/did that-because probably don`t find it so much fun, attractive or necessary any more...
I didn`t really realize when it all started, but once the train start to move, you (probably) not able to stop it, right :)?..Of course, I miss those careless joyful days, but everything in this life comes in packages, you cannot have one, without another, don`t like all, what`s in that package :)...But as I like to say you cannot pick all the raisins from the cake and leave it...It won`t be so delicious even, because you have to fell the to fell the full taste to appreciate the bite of sweetness you find in it :)...Well, that`s just my opinion :)))...Would I like those funny days come back :)?..Sometimes :)...You can get it for sometimes, but would I like that lifestyle come back to my life-I think not any more :))))...Fun and careless same means a bit disorganised, future unplanned and insecure...
Don`t get me wrong, I don`t say that life with responsibilities is just about feeling boring,work, no social life and headache all the time..NO!..It just all those things comes as a priority, and fun times-after these ones are handled...
Anyway what I wanted to say is that even responsible life can be fun, depends how you want it to be..It all comes naturally I think...Are we not those, who start to take all those responsibilities on our shoulders, anyway :)?...
And different people understands responsibilities different, are they not?..For one to look after pet is already big responsibility, and for another- to move out from parents, start independent financial life is not enough to fell responsible enough...
How many people, so many different goals, opinions and lifestyles :)..And each of us chooses by our self -what we want and when we want :)))
Have a good day, darlings :)xxx
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ReplyDeletedekui, Irina :)))..tikiuos kitakart nepadarysiu tokios klaidos kazka skelbti neperskaicius antrakart-kiek klaiduuuuu!!! :)))
ReplyDeleteTau irgi geru Naujuju metu,sekmes ir sypsenos :)*
Saunuole! Man esi pavyzdys ir ikvepimo saltinis kaip reikia gyventi, myleti, tiketi, dirbti ir va, stai tau, kurti!!!
ReplyDeleteMan garbe tave pazinti! Didziules sekmes ir tikiuosi dar butinai pasimatysim!
labai aciu,Ausra :)..tikrai labai malonu, kad kazkam su pavyzdys, o tulab tokiai zaviai panelei :)...
ReplyDeleteAs, kaip ir visi mes, tikrai ne tobula, tiek savo darbuose, tiek mano keliai i tiksla labai vingiuoti ir kalnuoti, bet tai tik daro mus atkaklesnius, argi ne :)?
Sekmes ir tau, ir tikrai tikiu, kad pasimatysim :)*
Nice compilation of thoughts !
ReplyDeleteHere is how i understand the word responsibility.
I understand life at 3 aspects. Mind Body and Spirit. At all these 3 aspects I have few tasks to finish and few goals to achieve. So I must first define those tasks and goals. Once I have successfully defined them i know take the responsibility (ownership) of full filling them.
Unfortunates I was never taught about the 3 aspects of life until i was 28yrs old :P
It now that I have defined those tasks and goals and am still discovering some new ones every single day......Some materialistic and some that will create a significance for me for generations to come.
I wish you a great journey within.....that's where you can meet your highest self !
Cheers !
CD